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~InsidiousDelirium
Dae
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Been a tough year.

Probably the toughest one yet.  Lost some things.  Lost some things I wish I didn't have to lose.  Lost some things that I thought were... special in some way.  I suppose.

But that's the way the world works, isn't it?

At least in the scheme of things... I've discovered that I have better friends than I thought.  People that I could talk to.  Discovered some that I can't talk to.  Friends, that in the end, weren't really friends at all.

I think in the end I'm better for it.

Like I said... discovered a friend that I didn't know I had.  Has so far been the best thing to happen to me this year, and I like that I don't feel pressured for once to do anything in particular.  I like that he takes me places.  Shows me new things and doesn't expect anything from me in return, except of course, just my friendship.  I think I've learned some things from him.

Hell... the guy has me drawing again.  I haven't even glanced at a charcoal pencil or piece of paper in months.  It wasn't in me anymore.  I think I officially emotionally died for the first time in my life.  I think that all the times in my life that were hard were nothing compared to what I felt this year.

I don't think anything can top this in scale of things.  For me, at least.  I killed myself this year, in the most metaphorical sense.

But I feel better now.  The pencil feels right again.  I can't even remember missing it.

Hopefully this means I'll manage to post some things again.  Unfortunately, it's only going to be camera images.  But at least it's something.

I think I'll make it.
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Def Leppard

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:iconriogirl9909:
Thank you so very much for the add to your collection, I truly appreciate it! :)

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:icondustyframes:
Yeah...I don;t care if you come down here and need to use my scanner.
You need to put more of your work up, missy >_<.

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:icondustyframes:
thank you kindly for the add, Co-err Dae ^_^. I admire your critique above most all. *hugs*!

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:icondustyframes:
Hey yo. I'm tired of using technologayyy oh.

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:iconinsidiousdelirium:
Not me. I'm never around it enough anymore. I need to get my ass back to work, dammit.

I need to go through your stuff and start adding them while I can. I'm only in New Orleans for a short time around a computer. :)
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:icondustyframes:
New Orleans!!! I want to go there!!!! Aw man thats awesome.
Hey Dae its all good. I appreciate you sending me any message at all. Its good to hear from you. I hope your doing good out there *nods*.

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:iconsolarcatastrophe:
thanks for the fav! :D

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:iconx0x0murshix0x0:
thank you so much for the watch, it means a lot :)

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